20 October 2005

back to blogger

Im back. =]

It ends today. My exam I mean. Alhamdulillah, Allah Maha Memberi Pertolongan, kalau nak digantungkan pada usaha aku yg sekuman tuh, emm..tak tahulah. Dalam waktu susah, tertekan, terbeban ( yg selalunya dicari sendiri sbb tak reti2 nak manage masa..), terasa sangat pergantungan pada Tuhan. Apa2 pun, doakan aku ya..sudah usaha, sekarang tinggal doa dan tawakal.

For the past week, aku ‘campak’ handset jauh2, siap turn off lagi. It’s not because I was too busy that I couldn’t spend few minutes talking thru phone, but because I really need to be away from it. Seeking some peace of mind, perhaps. I do that smtmes when Im stressed over the limit .Nahh..it’s not the phone’s fault, nor anyone..it’s totally my problem. When Im unable to handle something any longer, I run away. But 'gencatan senjata’ dh ditarik balik..im back to normal.

Ohhh..another important event that occurred today. It startled me quite a bit, because it was unexpected. The death of Datin Seri Endon. And..have I ever told u that I like Pak Lah..i really like him =]. His personality, muka dia yg mcm sentiasa tersenyum, dan gaya dia yg tenang dan berlembut dlm segala perkara, pada aku berdamping dgn org begini memberi ketenangan, terutama pada org mcm aku. Tadi aku sempat tengok siaran pengkebumian, dan mata ralit perhati Pak Lah, yg masih lagi kelihatan tenang. Apa agaknya yg berselirat dlm kepala dia ? Lepas ni, nak bercerita isi hati dengan siapalah agaknya, tentang hal2 yg tak mampu nak dikongsi dengan org lain, kecuali org yg paling hampir iaitu isteri. Kalau Pak Lah terbaca entry ni, ( manalah tahukan,..walaupun sgtlah unlikely to happen..), takziah dari aku dan seluruh rakyat Malaysia, semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh Allahyarhamah, amin.


okaylah, got to write more, idea yg membuak2 ditahan je spjg exam week. Some were written earlier, but need more adding up as i was writing in hurry. Before i end, i wanna share these wonderful words, written along in a card raya. I really like the words, and hope all of you feel the same way after reading it..enjoy!

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realise it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is costly, care for it.
Life is wealth, keep it.
Life is love, enjoy it.
Life is mystery, know it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is tragedy, confront it
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it!

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