when u dont have a plan for ur life, ur future..how u want it to be in the next 3 yrs time. Or where u want to be in 5 yrs time. Or who u want to see urself be in 10 yrs time.
i dont even have a plan for my tomorrow...=/. isks.
seriously...i dont. Huaaa...and i think that's the cause to much of my dilemma or indecisiveness, because i just dont know what i want, not sure of the path im taking since i have no definite destination in mind. NAzz..?!!!
I do have dreams. Many of it to be exact. But the difference between a 'dream' and a 'plan' is, when u plan for sthg, u work towards making it a reality, like u plan to buy a car by Sept this year. u will begin by saving money and learning to drive from now. But a dream, ermm...it's just like u are sitting dreamily on a couch, dreaming without doing anything to make that dream a reality. Gee..like that thing u dreamt about will fall on ur lap with that sight of u smiling stupidly dreaming nonsense...
where do i want to be in the next 3 yrs time? Who i want to be 5 yrs from now? What achievements, improvements, successes in my hands 10 yrs from now..? Ermm.. Like how many childrens will i have by tht time,..ehehhe => ..ermm..let see, 3 boys , 2 girls maybe.., or maybe more, or..maybe im already a specialist by tht time, or enthusiastically teaching in university, and then coming back home every evening and spend my time with husband and family,and every weekend we'll go ...
Erm,jap.. hold on there a sec. Naz...that's not planning, that's dreaming. Wake up and start planning!!!!!! =!
sheeshh...plan ur life. seriously...plan ur life.